you rang her or felt kpemed to ring her on the night michael jackson died. similar rage, you realized she may be going into turmoil over that. >> i haven't talk about it publicly. i'm surprised you know that. >> i know everything, tyler. >> i called her that night and been trying to get her all day, called that night. she had donny hathaways, "a song for you" blasting in the background. i'm surprised she heard me shaend was really broken up by his death and i didn't know if she was thinking about herself but i was trying desperately to get me to let her come over the house, sit with her and make sure she was okay, and whitney in true fashion, you have to -- after me trying five, ten different times she said, listen, i'm a mother, and i'm a woman and i'm single, and you're not coming over to my house in the middle of the night. in the way that only she could, but it's beyond tragic. and i was so disgusted. i must tell you, i was so disgusted at the media and the way that they handled her death. it was -- it was so blatantly disrespectful. the paparazzi. what